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Wednesday, February 26, 2014: Maximum Shelf: Learning to Walk in the Dark


HarperOne: Learning to Walk in the Dark by Barbara Brown Taylor

HarperOne: Learning to Walk in the Dark by Barbara Brown Taylor

HarperOne: Learning to Walk in the Dark by Barbara Brown Taylor

HarperOne: Learning to Walk in the Dark by Barbara Brown Taylor

Learning to Walk in the Dark

by Barbara Brown Taylor

Conventional wisdom has it that light is associated with good, while darkness represents evil and danger. Barbara Brown Taylor believes otherwise. In Learning to Walk in the Dark, she compellingly makes the case for why darkness is as necessary to our well-being as light, and that to have one without the other is to live only half a life.

The dangerousness of the dark is "like the law of gravity. No one could say exactly how it worked, but everyone agreed on it," writes Taylor. Distrust of the dark often begins in childhood, with kids called indoors at dusk to keep them safe, and is reinforced as we grow older. When Taylor told people she was writing a book about darkness, reactions were uniformly negative, with darkness equated to spiritual warfare, depression, nightmares and other adverse notions.

More determined than dissuaded by the reaction, Taylor continued exploring physical, emotional and spiritual darkness. She invites readers along on her journey, illuminating through her experiences a topic that is both universal and deeply personal. A charming, witty and wise guide into the heart of darkness, she reveals the beauty and riches to be found there and shares the life-shaping lessons she would never have learned in the light.

Vowing to follow darkness no matter where it leads her, Taylor travels from the pages of the Bible into the belly of a "wild" cave in West Virginia to Chartres Cathedral in France. Woven into the narrative are elements of cosmology, biology, psychology, history and theology, offering a thought-provoking and often surprising study of a topic most people actively try to avoid.

With chapters following the phases of the moon, Taylor launches her quest in her own backyard in the Georgia countryside, where she moved years ago for a better view of the night sky. On the eve of a full moon, she begins her study of darkness "with the real thing, paying attention to it the way an artist or an astronomer might, instead of using it to gauge how much more I can get done before bed." Literal darkness is often a trigger or metaphor for other kinds, such as emotional and spiritual darkness, territory she mines next.

An ordained Episcopal minister and former parish priest, Brown left the church after a crisis of faith, due in part to her reluctance to buy into the "solar spirituality" advocated by Christianity--the idea that one must walk in the light to be close to God and steadfastly avoid darkness. Since earliest times in the religion, darkness has been used as a synonym for sin, ignorance, spiritual blindness and death.

Instead, Taylor's faith has room for lunar spirituality as well. After all, she reasons, "Even when light fades and darkness falls--as it does every single day, in every single life--God does not turn the world over to some other deity." The moon, waxing and waning with the seasons, is a truer mirror for her soul than the sun, which looks the same every day. Taylor turns to the Bible to help prove her point, highlighting a collection of positive stories in the scriptures that happen after dark.

Regardless of where readers stand on the spiritual spectrum, there is plenty to ponder. Darkness affects each of us individually, but as Taylor shows there are also larger ramifications--social, cultural, economic and environmental--to our propensity to shun darkness. For example, the brightest spots on earth are the ones where the most prosperous people live, marshalling money and power to eradicate the dark. Due to light pollution, the Milky Way is now invisible to two-thirds of those living in the United States.

How does it feel to have dark skin or to be blind in a society that equates darkness with evil? In one of the most compelling sections in the book, Taylor recalls participating in the exhibit "Dialogue in the Dark," which simulated an environment that allowed sighted people to experience what it's like to be blind.

Taylor has filled Learning to Walk in the Dark with fascinating facts and anecdotes, from the origin of the word "night," which comes from Greek myth, to insights on insomniacs like Mark Twain and Van Gogh, who often did their best work during the darkest hours, to why she learned as much about human nature waitressing at an underground bar as she did writing papers for seminary classes.

Ultimately, Taylor challenges us to think differently about a subject we've largely been led to believe is unassailable. She encourages readers to become more curious about their own darkness, to shed preconceived ideas and find out for themselves what is true. After finishing the book, switch off the lights. It's a safe bet you won't see darkness the same way after spending time with Taylor, whose grace and wisdom light the way toward embracing "endarkenment."

Taylor admits that she has never written a book she was sadder to wrap up than this one, having enjoyed the writing of it so immensely. Her consolation is knowing that when night falls she can step out on her porch and "see the moon... shining down on me like another mother, saying, 'Come outside now, it's getting dark.' " --Shannon McKenna Schmidt

HarperOne, $24.99, hardcover, 9780062024350

HarperOne: Learning to Walk in the Dark by Barbara Brown Taylor


Barbara Brown Taylor: Hidden Treasure

Barbara Brown Taylor teaches religion at Piedmont College in rural northeast Georgia and is an adjunct professor of spirituality at Columbia Theological Seminary in Decatur. She is the author of 12 books, including the memoirs Leaving Church and An Altar in the World, and is an at-large editor for the Christian Century and occasional commentator on Georgia Public Broadcasting. Taylor lives on a working farm with her husband, Ed, and a wide variety of creatures.

What inspired you to actively explore darkness, the physical kind as well as spiritually and emotionally? What did you learn while researching and writing the book that most surprised you?

What kick-started my curiosity was moving from the city to the countryside, where my relationship with physical darkness began to change. I live on 175 acres at the end of a dirt road nine miles from the nearest town (population 1,500). After dark, there is not an artificial light in sight. For a few months I locked my car doors reflexively, just like my visiting friends from the city did. Then I realized there was no reason to do it anymore. Other changes soon followed: there was also no reason to take a flashlight when I went out at night, no reason to keep the porch lights on after dark, no reason to have a security light. As I learned to allow more darkness into my life, I discovered how much I had been missing. There is a lot of goodness in the dark. I also discovered how inaccurate it is to say, "It's dark outside." If you go outside and check, it's rarely as dark as you think. A single star sheds exquisite light. That was my biggest surprise. But the most significant surprise was finding out that the darkest places in my life--emotional and spiritual, as well as physical--were the places I most needed to go, since that's where all the hidden treasure was.

Given our collective propensity to steer clear of darkness, it might amaze some people that there are, in fact, treasures to be found in the dark. What would you say to encourage those who might hesitate to read a book on the subject of darkness?

Since people have such different personal histories of darkness, some of them quite traumatic, this book is not about getting people to go where they do not want to go. Our fears tell us important things about ourselves, and it is important to respect them. What I did in the book was to explore my own fears, because I wanted to know whether or not the things I had been taught about darkness were true. In my case, they were not. Someone else might come up with a different answer, but nine times out of 10 I think it is important to explore the territory for yourself instead of taking someone else's word for it. Since everyone lives with some kind of darkness, the best reason to read this book is because it may offer you another perspective on your experience of the dark. It may give you a reason to bless the darkness instead of running away from it.

The story of French resistance fighter Jacques Lusseyran, who was blinded as a boy, is extremely compelling, particularly that he learned his condition was a disaster from the people around him. Why did you decide to include his story in the book?

Once I began reading everything I could find with "dark" or "darkness" in the title, I fell in love with so many authors--not just Jacques Lusseyran but also Robert Louis Stevenson, Chet Raymo, Barbara Hurd and Gerald May. They came at darkness from so many angles that I knew I could not write the book without their help. Every chapter leans on one of them. Lusseyran's angle was physical blindness, and his writing was so luminous that I could not figure out why I had never heard of him before. He writes like an angel, like a mystic. His response to losing his sight at an early age is so surprising that it will change the way anyone thinks about blindness. You end up almost envying him.

Darkness affects each of us on a personal level, but what are the costs of too much light on a larger scale such as culturally and environmentally? Have you found that it surprises people to learn this?

It certainly surprised me. Before I researched this book, I thought of artificial light as benign--a relatively cheap way to extend the hours of the day so we could all get more done. Once I learned more about the biological, ecological and social costs of artificial lighting, my view of everything from table lamps to street lights changed pretty dramatically. I have become a bit of a nag about light bulbs, I am afraid, but for what I hope are good reasons. Those of us who are addicted to light are paying a high price for our fear of the dark.

In what ways does this book complement your previous two memoirs, Leaving Church and An Altar in the World?

All three books test the premise that life can be organized into opposing pairs. I grew up thinking that the church was the opposite of the world, the spirit was the opposite of the flesh and the divine was the opposite of the dark. The list of opposites was a lot longer than that, but the basic idea was to stay on the "good" side and stay away from the "bad" side. Eventually I suspected that if I did this then I would end up living half a life, so I began to test what I had been taught. In many ways, all three books are about scooping up the bottom halves of things--first the world, then the flesh and now the dark--in the interest of living a whole life instead of half of one.

What would you like readers to take away from Learning to Walk in the Dark?

That's easy. I would like them to take away some new reverence for their own experience of darkness, as the place where they are most deeply vulnerable to the presence of the Divine. As a bonus, they may also see more shooting stars. --Shannon McKenna Schmidt


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